So every once in a while I get bored. Not just the regular bored, because I get that all the time. When I get this "super boredom" it drives me nuts. I basically want to do something, but I feel that there isn't anything to do when in all actuality, I have hundreds of things I could be doing. It pisses me off, makes me feel a little depressed because I feel that I am a lackluster version of my former self.
I used to be full of energy, going out all the time, staying up all hours of the night, drinking the whole week and waking up in the morning awake and in enough time to make breakfast before work.
Now I'm going to sleep at 11 because I'm bored and I have to get up at 6 in order to get on my bike by 6:30 so I can go to the gym and shower to be at work by 8.
Mehh, it's funny how things are. I was sort of down when I started writing this entry, but then all of a sudden I came to the conclusion that I won't let myself be bored or not content with my life. I need to make the best of it. Maybe I was thinking about all of this because of the book I'm reading, which is Three Cups of Tea. Really good read, I'm not done with it yet, but I'd recommend it. It made me tear up more than a few times.
Enough of this really crappy rant, time to enjoy my life, even though I'm at work.
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