Been Itching, but couldn't find the source

I've really been wanting to blog lately, it's just that I couldn't. Sorry for the delay but there are a few things I'm keeping under wraps because I don't want to jinx them. It's hard for me to be in certain situations that may or may not change my life because I always hype myself up for them and sometimes they just don't work out for one reason or another. It sounds bad, but I'm pretty much over my job right now. That doesn't mean I won't work hard any more but it does mean, however, that I will probably be looking for something new. Suggestions? I finished Three Cups of Tea about two weeks ago and I have come to the realization that I need to do something that makes a difference. I know my job helps people, but I want to have more of a part of it. I want to be part of the machine that makes the world a better place.